just a quick little follow up because i know y'all are worried sick about me

i opted for the nerve block and had arthroscopic surgery on 2/18 to repair the 2.5cm x 1cm buttonhole like tear in my supraspinatus tendon (hey, I paid a FORTUNE for that diagnosis, I'm going to get all the mileage out of it I can).
while they were in there, they trimmed up the shredded end of what's left of my torn bicep's connection at the shoulder. turns out that the stats saying a torn bicep occurs in about 90% of supraspinatus tears is, well, pretty accurate

they couldn't find the end of the bicep that tore off. they say it got pulled down into my arm and they can't even see it on the mri - i just think that's too cool.
anyway, i've gone back to work (computer programmer, no heroics on my part). everything is doing just fine. slept laying down for the first time yesterday.
the dr, on monday, said i should be in agony. i'm not. as a matter of fact i haven't had any painkillers since 2/24 at 11pm. the pain, at its worst, was a 2 on a 1-10 scale.
i told the dr i think its because I'm Polish and too stupid to feel the pain.
strangely, he was not amused

PT starts 3/2 and the PT says she can't wait to get started *what's the little icon for abject terror?*
now get this - earlier in the week i was wandering thru a shoe store. i had my arm strapped to my body in a sling. the sales guy told me he had rotator cuff problems and didn't do anything about them. he can't raise his arm any higher than shoulder level and he can't hold up his 15 month old son. when he moves his arm (and i heard this) it makes the same sound as if you put some broken concrete in a pillowcase and started shaking it up and down.
OUCH!
mark